Had a great 4th went to Tracy High...as usual...headed home tomorrow its been so long I'm ready to sleep in my own bed!

Its been a long week...I'm ready to have things be normal but I'm not sure when that will happen. Mobile bloggingis way too short only allows me 160 characters!

Its been a long day. First rushing to get ready for grandpa's viewing then the viewing itsel which was emotionally draining. Now doing a turn and burn. Ugh!

My Outer Labia Piercings

I got my outer labia pierced. Got one on each side. I just did this last night and it was very painful. I know there are people who will probably say otherwise and I think either they can't feel their junk or they are lying. This is not about pain tolerance. I have a pretty high pain tolerance hell I've had two babies. I'm not a sissy about pain at all and I will say it was fucking painful. The outer labia is the outer lips of your vagina and its all fat there so they are piercing through a chunk of meat. I yelled owe fuck and that was pretty much it for the first one. The second one I was silent because I knew what to expect that's not to say it didn't hurt like a son of a bitch too because trust me it hurt just as much as the first one but it was knowing exactly what the pain felt like that allowed me to brace myself for it. It's quick and its over but its a painful ass experience. My friend Tamara went with me and she was holding both my hands and out of reaction I started sitting up with the top part of my body only so I didn't jerk or anything but I had my mouth open like I was going to bite her and that was purely a pain reaction no thinking too it. Luckily I snapped out of that quick enough to not actually bite her. She said she wouldn't have been mad but she's just a super good friend so that's why she was willing to get bit. It was a new bonding experience for us too she saw my junk and saw it get pierce lmao! I would still recommend the piercing because it looks really nice and the pain goes away super fast. I woke up this morning and had to check and see if it was a dream because I felt no pain at all. It is a bit bloody but that is okay. So if anyone is planning on getting it done just make sure you bring a pad with you and bring a good friend who doesn't mind getting bit! HAHA

my recent obsession

So I was in Wal-Mart one day and I happened by the book section out of boredom. I came across a book that looked interesting and I knew I had heard the title before. It is called Twilight. Well I realized it was a series and remembered a good friend of mine had told me she was reading it. So I figured what the heck give the first one a shot and if I like it maybe I'll buy the rest. So I bought it and went home. I am not the hugest reader so I wasn't in that big of a hurry to start reading it. But then I finally had some time and I dug into it and let me tell you I could not put it down! I got about halfway through the book and immediately ran out searching two different stores for the other three because I didn't want to have to wait in between books. So it takes me less than a week to read all four of these books because I made time for them. This series has brought me back into the world of reading. I became so obsessed that I really could not stop reading them. I hated running errands because it meant less time for my obsession. I mean of coures I'm a mother so I can't sit around and read all day but I was staying up late and I mean extremely late every night just to read these books. Now that I have read them all I feel sad and lonely without my books to keep me company. So I'm searching for a new series to entertain me and praying I find the same obsessive nature in some other series. At the same time I'm highly doubting that will happen. If anyone has any recommendations I am open to suggestions. Especially vampire books I am so obsessed at this point that I would love a good vampire series.

Caylee Anthony

There is a beautiful three year old girl missing from Florida. She has been missing since June 15th which was the last day they found any video or pictures of her. We need your help to find this beautiful angel! I couldn't figure out how to get the actual flyer on here so I got the photo from Nancy Grace with all the information and the tipline.



You can find updated information on the cnn website at cnn.com/nancygrace and there is a Caylee blog on there. Also you can go to kidsfindernetwork.com, myspace.com/cayleeismissing, or helpfindcaylee.blogspot.com Thanks for reading! Please help find this beautiful little girl it has been so long and her family misses her greatly.

9/11/08

Can you believe it has been 7 years? I can not even fathom the idea that that was so long ago. I think we all need to take a moment today and remember the events of the tragedy we all watched on the news and so many lived. I would just like to say that I will never forget...and I hope that no one else does either.